Then The Wind Blew

 

And when you transitioned I was so afraid
For a moment there, I thought it was my ending too

Then the wind blew,

I could still feel you.

Almost even closer now, as if you are a part of me
Asking myself am I crazy for thinking and overthinking so constantly?

Was this really needed for me to be complete?
For your loved ones to be so moved
That Now, we see?

No need to dwell

Now, that you’re free.

I could still feel you.
Helping guide me from energies that hinder me
Though, torn with the fact that your physical is no longer here

Years later still healing from a heartbreak so deep, trying not to misconstrue what you were sent to do

But parts of me, still holds onto,
Lasting thoughts of you


But if its true, you’re there, you’ve seen

Me, in this dark space, missing you

What feels indescribable,

Lost inside of me
Contemplating
Playing through conversations with a Higher Entity

Take me too

Fighting against being here and just wanting to be next to you

Then the wind blew

Crazy, I can still sense you

As if you had to go, so I was truly never alone
Even in an empty space, guiding me so I can see this through

Can you please visit me in my dreams soon?

Lately, I’ve been feeling up against, not wanting to rise again
So no wonder, the mind begins to wander
To fill the voids not to focus on.

But then the wind blows, and there you go

Reminding me it’s everchanging.

Thank you for that.

p.s. love, niña

 
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